There comes a time in life
when the path you are on suddenly ends...and comfortable as it may have been...you know it's time to change direction...
This path of "enlightenment" I have thought myself on, or been put upon...where for so long I have strived to be greater than human...well, it's come to a dead-end...
Now I've gone as far as I can...time to change direction...
No more denial, lying or pretending...no more fooling...or trying to fool...myself or anyone else...impossible in the long run to live in this delusion of separateness...this quest for heavenly perfection...
It's time to embrace being human...with all its faults and frailties...all its higher aspirations and dreams...and, just as important, all its animal instincts...
Integrate and coalesce...harmonize and sychronize...physical and spiritual...mind and matter...the One in the Many...the Many in the One...
Time to turn about...90 degrees I think...will get me unstuck...strike a compromise between where I've been and where I thought I was heading...
And I'm not afraid to admit, I'm somewhat lost...but I know, at least in general, what I want...and that's a start...
